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Sunday, September 30, 2007

IM LOVING ATTACHMENTS VERY MUCH!!!

wait.. prolly not tt much.. bt ohhs well.. i have tong2 n duckie along.. tgt with SOME yr 1 which are really helpful.. chey~ hahahahs!

anw.. bottom line.. its still ramadhan n we shld n MUST do many many MANY good deeds... =P!

so here i am wanting to apologise for every single wrong doings which i apparently nvr fail to stop doing..

-mind turn blank-

anws.. HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO FIZAH!!! =))!! may our friendship grew stronger everyday! =))! see you SOOON!!!!



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Monday, September 24, 2007

my very VERY first day in TTSH.. well its da VERY first day so i tink i shall save you all frm my super looong complains of the utter boringness...

BUTTT!!!! theres this pt who seriously really really REALLY moved me.. its like you will then see that nothing stops in life.. you may have lost 1 arm.. 1 leg.. or half of your entire body BUT LIFE MOVES ON... ok her story roughly is like this.. she got prob with her leg.. n then went for a knee replacement... and aft god knows how long the knee replacement.. yeah the metal BROKE! i dunno how the hell it broke bt it did.. n so she not only have to endure the god damn pain when the thing broke.. bt she gtta go for an op to remove n insert another knee replacement.. n now... she is in the ortho ward.. n i just felt like crying upon seeing her like tt.. she's not tt old mind you.. prob early thirties... she literally gtta use her good leg to support her other leg which now has metals sticking out of it to stabilise it, parallel to the ground while on the commode when transfering her to the toilet.. why dont you guys go ahead n try sit on a chair.. use one leg to support the other leg with both legs stretch in front of you.. parallel to the ground.. slight other movement will cause such unbearable pains..

seeing her determination to just get life moving along.. it makes me feel like im such a useless jerk seriously.. how i grumble sooo much when i cldnt get a seat on the bus aft a super loooooong day... how i take anything n everything for granted...

sheesh.. i dunno how am i suppose to face tmr.. a new day.. new patients with new cases.. n new life learning skills to obtain..

PS. i gt a feeling im not going to like the CI for loong.. SHE PICKS ON ME! HMRF!!!

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

i hate reading those emails which make you hold your breathe all throughout it..bt what i cant deny is tt.. those emails are the ones worth reading! it'll be full of wisdom words.. full of stuff that you dont care in this century..

you know how as time past by.. ppl grow more n more self centered..everything is just soooo painly abt themselves.. n yes they are soo full of themselves.. so yes.. these ppl seriously need a smack on their heads n if tt wont do.. go n jab them with some potassium chloride la... cuz we dont nd ppl like them in this already overpopulated world...

Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have.'

n happy birthdays to my lost DEAREST YISIN.. hope to seriously meet up de... happy sweet 18 my dear...

n to the person whose father has the same name as my father.. -sheesh- hahahs! happy bday!! n yes as i've mention may you receive the bestest present you cld wish for.. n not an oversized shoe! WAHAHAHAHHAHAS!!!!

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Friday, September 21, 2007

i got my lontong goreng.... yay yay... *skipping arnd* hahahhas!!

n bubur som som too! not icy cold bt tt'll do!

n i got to meet da most pelat-est 3 yr old kid i've seen in YEARS! hahahahahs!! freakinglishly CUTEEEE!!! guess this.. wads a tutuch
.... you'll nvr have guessed.. n MAS KEEP QUIET! hahahahas!!

ohh ok.. i had.. lots... lotsa major fun.. hahaas.. ohh well.. mostly by crapping la.. n layanning tt lil boy whom called the momma 'YANG' yes... the short-form of sayang.. n called the poppa diddy.. cuz he is pelat so instead of daddy becomes diddy.. n of cuz nt forgetting the due beradik.. hahahs.. as in PETOM n the lil sista la arhhs... not SITI WAN KEMBANG TAU! hahahhahahahhahas!!!!

okok.. n petom drove us to send ME hme.. n he says how come its not as complicated as the previous time he drove here.. which was pretty funny la.. cuz the ans wld be.. i knew the streets arnd here betta den he does rightts??!! LOL!!!

okok.. tts enuff.. arab tonight! ana fil rurfa *sleep*.... HAHAHAHAHS!

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

do you know tt excessive slping is BAD for the body.. infact its HORRIBLE for the body.. so yeah.. time your slp wisely.. early nights.. n up by the morns is still the best! =))!

ok even with tt said.. i decided to disturb the lil boy at close to 1 am this morn DESPITE knowing he has school this morn! hahahahas! evilness...

and i for one is a very sick girl.. have been sick since sat?? n to top it up.. attachment strts on mon! sighs..

lontong goreng n bubur som som tmrrr!!! =))! n i tink nabil wants somee.. hahahhas!

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Monday, September 17, 2007

well in case you haven notice.. i've been craving for MUKMIN'S LONTONG GORENG!! yes i've been craving for it big big time! its been a decade ago since i ate it larhhs! n thx to dear massy who have rekindle the memory of the kisah of the mukmin's lontong goreng.. hahahhas...

anw.. i'll get my hands on it this thurs. insyaallah! =))!

and just now.. i met the DARLING n the other senior missy.. hehhs.. we went to geylang supposedly to break-fast la.. budden.. in da end i broke my fast at hme.. n go out to eat with them.. BT! we didnt literally eat la.. the DARLING bought ramly..the other senior missy bought lekor.. n me.. i bought combos.. n only till going hme i bought dendeng!ahahahs! yes! i manage to get my dendeng! n i manage to get the selasih drink frm the geylang chendol stall too! talking abt geylang chendol stall.. it has SUPERB HONEYDEW & BANDUNG DRINKS! however i'm nt sure of the geylang stall.. bt the causeway point stall has both the drinks! n pls do not forget your bottle of plain water when buying these drinks.. you have been warned!.. =)))!

my results were out on the eve of ramadhan.. n alhamdulillah i passed each n every single module! i was jumping arnd during sahur larhs as some wld have known already! hahahahs! infact i did better den i've done before in terms of grades.. bt the gpa were the suckiest of them all.. how sadde.. bottom line im happy with my grades.. alhamdulillah! =))!

for the record i broke my fluorite n amber already! thank you very much!



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Thursday, September 13, 2007

i have a pict of a brontosaurus tt i personally snap ok.. bt it wont be up so soon la.. wait loong loong kays... hahahs!

ok i was screamed to get out of bed this morn.. afta i fall back aslp aft sahur cuz the hse was shaking yet AGN! haiis... n so yes.. we saw the neighbours running dwn the stairs etc etc.. bt i was too SLPY! i get out open the gate to see momma sent the lil kid to sch before going back to bed.. n let me just state tt its not a wonderful experience okays! cuz you'll suffer post tremors effect... which is horrible.. LOL!!! mcm tau je.. LOL!.. ok fine wadever..

anws.. if ppl haven seen me blow my arse off.. you've just missed a GREAT OPPURTUNITY just now.. i was practically screaming at the god damn organiser's partner larhs!! ok i shant mention the rest of it...

results will be out in a couple of mins!! graaaahsss!!!!!!!!!



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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

today was well spent with the dearest... kh.. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHS!!! tt line is sooo overuseD!

anws.. it was a indeed great.. how can it not be great when you put the 2 most abnormal ppl tgt... hahahs.. and so we went to vivo.. find weiqi (kh's friend).. slack at pageOne while waiting for tt guy.. n then we went to SWENSENS! yes on the eve of ramadhan! hahaahas!! anw anws.. its called swensen earle or smtg like tt.. anw.. i was bored.. n i finished my ice cream ready... n so i began to do this!

ok so yes besides the K n the Y n the T is cacat.. i tink the rest looks pretty ok rightts?? see gt smiley face summore! n also considering the plate gt water (which i didnt notice) n i wrote is using the mustard n knife! hahahahs!!!
ok then.. da waitress took away the plate.. den she dont look happy sia.. n then i began to feel uneasy.. den kh too felt uneasy.. cuz she goes arnd showing other ppl.. n the guys behind the counter were staring at us.. non-smiling... n it makes us feel even more guilty.. thinking like.. will it make washing the plate harder la.. they ARE GOING TO WASH THE PLATES ANW RIGHTTSS??!!! hmrf.. anw.. the waitress who collected the plates frm us.. was handling the cashier.. n she mention .. the sign nice or smtg like tt.. i was like.. errr.. ohh okok.. hahahs!!

omg la.. smtg soo innocent can becum like tt sia.. n kh was like.. this is your fault if i cant eat calamari rings at swensens ever agn.. HAHAHAHAHAS!!! freaking hilarious laa! LOL!
our food 3/4 way...

anw.. yes.. i totally agree with kh tt.. we are freakinglishly similar in more than many ways! hahahahas!!

n to end it all.. i was chase out of the hse upon stepping into the hse cuz the whole flat was shaking! the earthquake frm indo la...

anddd.... SLAMAT BERPUASE TO ALL MUSLIMS!!!! MAY YOU GUYS AMALKAN THE BESTEST OF THE BEST OF YOURSELVES!!!! =))!!

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these 2 days have been a serious funfilled n satisfying date with the 2 dearest sia... =)).. mas n yuk yu!! yeah.. you can imagine da huge smile plastered upon my face right now... hehhss!

anws anws.. yest was to marina.. to qiji where mas had her crispy noodle n i had the pineapple cheese frm lj n popiah! the popiah there was just ohh sooo niceee... n then we packed cut fruits to esplanade.. staying healthy de... hahahs! anw.. the night was spoilt by this grp of mats there.. yeah the sampah masyarakat... ohhs well... knowing MAS n ME... the more they irritate us the more we retaliate mans! hahahahs! ok wadever laa....

ok and for today... met yuk yu at pw for dinner.. i had crispy noodle! cuz i wanna eat the chicken!! BT HOWEVER the banquet only serves seafood crispy noodle which taste like mee hongkong only with a diff noodle..-.-"! yeah what a BUMBER!
n so aft eating.. the 2 of us head dwn to coffeebean n had our very short n very sweet catch up.. n i cant help bt to say i really do miss her.. like soo long nvr catch up... n when we finally met up.. it always gtta rush.. haiis.. anws.. aft your papers babe.. i swear it'll be a betta time tgt... =)))!!!

andd tmr vivo with kh..=))!!!

ahhhs.. im sooo looving life mans! hahahs.. just wait till da results are out in a few days time.. i seriously nd help frm ppl who prays to dear ALLAH... pray tt i'll manage to get a pass for all my modules.. pretty please.. for my sake man.. arrrgggghhhhhhsss!!

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Monday, September 10, 2007

the ST forum is seriously smthing one n all just have to read.. then you'll see for yourselves.. how PETTY s'poreans ARE!

an eg.. today's ST forum stated a reply frm NUH cuz apprently one reader sent in a complain.. tt the wife who stayed in NUH nvr receive her cup of milo.. -.-" n who was blame?? the nurse.. yeah like duh rightts... does tt justify my say tt sporeans can be one of the most pettiest ppl ever! sheeshs...

anw.. me n da neighbour had a betta n more appropriate goodbyes yest i assume.. despite it having EVEN MORE SUANING.. n it involves more ppl! plus he make me gt into trouble! bt i doubt i'll have any betta neighbour then him sia.. graahs...

ok now.. mariinaaa heree i commeeeee......



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Sunday, September 09, 2007

this is the third time in 4 days that the neighbour irritate the hell out of me.. ohhs well not mentioning i did the same to him.. bt HE HAS NO RIGHTS TO DO WHAT HE DID TO MEEEE... hahahahs! like i do..

anws anws.. tts nt the point.. the point is.. we're gonna be seperated for a looooong time n i wont know if we'll see each other ever agn.. n tts really horrible! sobs! sobs! every good things gtta end wont they.. so yeah.. i suppose this is goodbyes then..-by taking turn to irritate the hell out of each other.. -.-"! ahhahs..

anw.. dear dorie has gotten contact lenses for herself.. n it suck big time cuz i take such a looong time trying to get it out of my eyes!! tt both my eyes were RED! n not frgtting the uncomfy feeling when the eyes are dry! so anws... how did i finally get it out of my eyes.. the fella on the right fell out when i rub my eyes cuz its hurting.. n i tried to do the exact same thing on my left eye.. bt it didnt wrk! n after close to an hour trying to PINCH it out of my eyes.. cornea.. whatever la... n yes! close to an hour! i decided to sort to the net! cuz apparently what the optician taught me wasnt effective AT ALL... n i finally got it out within mins! HAHS! irritating..

LESSON LEARNT: consult MR computer whenever you feel whatever you're doing isnt productive! n NVR spent more den an hour on repeating stuffs tt ARE NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL!

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

theres like sooo much things to say abt the meeting with the dearest larhhs.. bt i seriously dunno where to begin.. so i shall let the pictures speak for itselves de.. n prolly get a inspiration frm crabbie! hahas.. so yes crabbie BLOG! HAHAHHS!










and LASTLY!!!
the 10 yr old kid in me wld like to wish one and all a good day ahead!!

PS: to the other 4 darlings of mine.. more picts with me! claim it all!! hehhs!! lotsa lovveeesss!!

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Friday, September 07, 2007

first n foremost.. pardon me for da previous entry..

second on the list.. I FINALLY MET MY DARLING NURSES!!!!! ahahahs.. yes we bowl yest! n we ate.. n we shop.. hahahs.. tts alot of stuffs right?? LOL!! anws.. i miss them all already.. we gt picts!! many many picts!! muahahahs.. bt that gtta wait.. cuz i haven upload finish n my cammy batt decided to go off at this exact crucial momento...

anw.. we shld meet up agn during the attachment wkends or smtg.. since seri decided to run to cgh.. n i decided to leave crabbie in sgh.. =((!! so yes.. dinner(buke puase)*NOT LUNCH* during one of those weekends aites??!! hahas..

ok so today's arab lesson still awaits.. lets just see wad new phrase i'll end today with.. ana radib! kittabon muak... nxt nxt nxt?? HAHAHS!(i didnt learn those in my arab lesson btw..)

n i received a wake up call for subuh this morn.. wanna know da best part?? i fall back aslp.. n totally missed subuh larhhs! LOL!!!! ok fine I'M SORRY!

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

im in no mood for anything!!!!

tmr shall be a better day.. tmr betta be a betta day.. TMR MUST BE A BETTA DAY!!

I MISS ICE OHH SOO MUCH!! n cia we ought to meet up de.. since you're gonna be off pretty soon.. haiis.... you guys arhhs.. =((!

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

BLOODBANK!

yes i went to the bloodbank yest! with none other den my dearest kh! so anw.. we enter n there was a crowd there larhhs.. n so.. we decided to enter the Apheresis Suite 1st.. n find out more abt it.. n it seems more interesting indeed.. n since we gtta have big veins so tt it wont collapse half way thru.. the staff there decided to check our veins 1st.. n my left arm's veins which they poke to take out my blood the previous time was deem as running n too deep! n as usual me the optimistic girl thought running as in the blood is running.. like duh rights.. but nooo.. running = cannot keep still! hahahahs!! yeah yeah just like the owner of the veins rights.. yes i know! hmrds.. so anw.. my right arm's vein has PASSED THE TEST! haahhahs.. bt HOWEVER... kh cant donate there cuz the skinny lady... has small veins just like the owner larhhs! LOL!! n so we tried the whole bld larhhs.. n i happen to be a non-18 yr old kid YET! still requires a consent form.. n thus since i dun have one.. n kh's iron lvl is still low.. we decided to walk out aft setting up an appt for the apheresis for me.. =))! bt i'm going to bring it forward.. hopefully before ramadhan..

n we both get a new stressball.. n its soo cute.. its in a shape of a full blood bag.. ahas!see for yourselves...

anw aft tt we both head to marina n did a major destruction on our bank accounts... serious.. hahahas!!.. ohh wells..
CAUGHT! hahahs!

maasyaallah!! kittabon muak!! HAHAHAHAHS!!!

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